When you wish upon a star ...

Update and stolen meme.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Tue, 02 Jun 2009 06:40:54 GMT

Past few weeks have been pretty good, more or less. I am all settled in my job at Crystal Magic. It can be fairly boring, sometimes going more then an hour with out any guests, but the pay is good. And I am full time, which is a relief. No more of that one shift/6 hour weeks that Universal would pull every few months without warning. However these 9 hour shifts are taking some getting used too. We have two locations one in EPCOT and one on Main St. in Magic Kingdom. I like the EPCOT one more, it is busier and the costume is normal. But I work mostly at Magic Kingdom, where my costume consists of a floor length plaid skirt and a shirt that looks like it could have been Grandma curtains. Then again at EPCOT my costume can best be described as a box of Crayola crayons. So Disney wardrobe = fail.

Ryan had some friends in town last week. Including Steven his best man. Seriously Ryan has some awesome friends. I think I should steal them, cause I haven't meet any I don't like yet. It is nice, my group of friends while cool and all tend to not like new people are almost stand offish, where as every one of his friends has made an effort to include me and get to know me. It is pretty awesome. I really appreciate it and it makes me love Ryan even more.

I need to get my butt to church. I know I know. I havent been going at all since I moved, and I can feel the difference in my life. I know it isnt for everyone, and I am not here to judge people. But I feel as though taking an active role in my "spiritual health" improves my life. However I have this weird fear of new churches where I dont know people and Ryan seems to share it, so us actually finding a church is proving difficult. But I need to make myself do it. It is important and can only enrich my life and make my relationship with Ryan stronger. So hopefully I can make myself go. I talked to my manager and she rearranged the schedule so that I can have Sat. nights off and I plan to attend Sat. evening services. Hopefully writing this will encourage me to go. I have been praying more too, which is a big thing for me cause I tend to forget and I want to start doing daily devotionals. I just need to find ones that I like and dont bore me. Oddly enough I on accident without knowing it at fist found a new author I like who basically created the genre of Christian chick lit. I think that on a whole, the books wont be woth reading but I actually like the ones by Kristin Billerbeck. I am on my third and I read them practically overnight. So, I need to do this.

Anyway excuse all this rambling if you like, it is late and I am tired and stressed, because I just spent an hour arguing with my Mom about my wedding flowers. Yes, they are fake, No, they are not supposed to look real, Yes, they are made of felt and have buttons in the center thanks for noticing.

Also for the last time the comb with a feather is called a FASCINATOR not a "fastener". It doesnt look like it would hold my hair up in a bun or anything cause I am not wearing my hair up. I am wearing my hair mostly down and the feather goes on the side not in the back on the bottom or anything like that. Ever hear of a hair comb? It is like that. See, simple really.

5 months and 8 days till I get to be Mrs. Ryan Fell. I cant wait!!

Meme stolen from lifehype :
(It looked kind of fun)

1. Grab Your Phone.
Dumb stupid phone that I got just because it was pink. (FYI: Not a good idea)

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?
Not saved, a picture of the computer screen I sent to Ryan when the internet connection was down and he was gone and I couldnt fix it. Saved, a picture Ryan sent me of a sign he saw at Disney directing guest to the "Fels/Miller" reception. Granted it is a letter off, but damn that is creepy.

3. What's your ringtone?
"Wonderwall" by Oasis

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
Megan - Whom I should check on to make sure she is still alive.

5. Who's the last person you called? On purpose?
Ryan. I really dont call other people much. Especially with Andrew is Egypt.

6. Who was your last missed call from?
My Mommy. Most of my missed calls are hers.

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
My cousin in NJ, Carleigh.

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
Ryan. <3

9. What does 3rd text in your your inbox say?
"French toast sound good? Without the rice. (From Ryan)

10. Who was your last received call from?
My Mommy. Again, yes my flowers are made of felt. I LIKE THEM THAT WAY!

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?
"Well at least you were productive. I love you and am on the bus bus. So I'll be home soon. Want to start some pasta? Or maybe rice? <3

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
118

13. What is the wallpaper?
Me and Rissy last April in line for Test Track at EPCOT! I miss my Rissie-baby more then anything.

14. Who's speed dial number 1?
Voicemail, which is Ryan is #2

15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox?
Ryan. Of course.

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Babel. And I have no idea whey I keep his number. But I do.

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
1. Sitting on the couch I get anywhere from none to 5 without moving. Makes phone convos hard sometimes.

18. What network are you on?
Sprint.

19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.
Mom, Ryan, Kalyn, Paul, Devonna (my manager), Cranker, Susie, and saved messages from my cousin Jaymie and cousin Nathan and close friend Ashleigh.

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?
"Muahs" From Ryan.

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?
Cousin Alicia.

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?
Wil.

23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
Saved: "I'm in a great mood and I partly blame you. So thank you." From Ryan.
Not saved: "Im up. I kinda just zoned in bed for a whilez. Muahs". From my adorable Ryan.

24. What is your screensaver?
I dont have one. I have no need for one so I turned it off.

25. What is your balance?
I have no idea. I am still on my Mom's family plan. :)

26. Who's the last person under H?
Home is the only H. That is the house phone in NY not really home anymore, but I havent changed it .

27. What is your Bluetooth name?
iI dont even know if I have Bluetooth.

28. How many numbers are in your phone?
99, cause I am lame and have no friends.

29. Could you live without it?
Nope. I use it when I am bored as a defense thing.

A small update

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Tue, 14 Apr 2009 09:53:12 GMT

Ryan and I got a wedding website provided by our amazing photographers (and friends) over at www.bellaterraphoto.com! You should all check it out. And sign the guest book. No really only like 8 people have and I feel lame. So don't by shy check it out and sign the guest book. (We have to approve/publish the comments so if you dont see it right away that is why.)

www.amandaandryan.net

MY WEDDING RING IS IN!

That is right my wedding ring is in my hot little hands. Ryan and I ordered it last week and picked it up this morning/afternoon. I expected some grief about my choice in gemstone (my birthstone is ruby and thi ring I liked the best has sapphires) but so far nobody has said a word. It doesnt match up exactly as my e-ring was purchased from Blue Nile and the no longer carry the matching band but this one does at least mimic the detail on my engagement ring. Anyway enough babbling.

The picture isnt the best ever, but good enough. They sparkle more in person.

Save the Dates are done and in the mail. Now I just have to get the invites done. We got kits and are just going to print them out at home. I cant justify spending tons of money on a piece of paper that will go in the trash. I am not looking forward to this however, getting address for the STD was a big enough pain. Now I need even more.

In case anyone was wondering Easter went well. Church was kind of a miss. Ryan and I tried a new one, as we have yet to find one we like here (truth be told we haven't really been trying). I liked the place we went and the people were nice. But I feel as though they glossed over the fact that it was Easter. If I bother to get up and go to church I want it to be acknowledged that is is Easter. It just odd that it wasnt really talked about, considering it one of the most important days in the Christian faith. There also wasnt a lot of singing/worship and that is one of my favorite parts and when I feel closest to God. So I want to try this place one more time see if I was just a fluke that it wasnt the best service ever and see what happens. Ryan and I (well mostly Ryan) cooked. And it worked. He forgot to cover the ham when he cooked it but it was still edible and pretty tasty. Despite the fact that none of it was home made I am pretty proud of us for cooking up a respectable meal. Plus now we wont have to cook for a few days.

The job search seems to be going OK. I have one strong lead and should be getting a second interview this week from that one. And I have an interview this morning for a job that might be right up my ally. So that is good. I think I have mostly wedded out all the scam-y people. And there were quite a few.

Also our cake topper is in. We got "band mates" which are figurines of mine and Ryans rock band characters. They are pretty cool. Mine is a little messed up when it was printed it was done funny so it looks like one eye is closed when it is supposed to open but oh well my band mate can wink through out my wedding. I am still pretty happy with them.

Me:

Ryan:

Distraction

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Wed, 10 Dec 2008 00:26:25 GMT

Stole this awhile ago from olivetree . Due to the excessive amount of home sickness that I am suffering from I figured I could use the pick me up.

The "Little Things in Life" meme by </a></b></a>burge
List five little things which make you happy/satisfied/give you pleasure. Don't go for the obvious ones like second-hand bookshops, warm baths, ice cream, wanking, seeing a band live or whatever. Odd little things, which give you a little frisson and make things better, even if just for a moment.

1. Fresh clean bed sheets. I don't know if it cause I tend to put of changing the sheets to the last possible moment because I hate to make the bed or what. But it just makes me happy to climb into the freshly made bed.

2. Voice mails from my friend Andrew. Actually talking to him is better but he has this knack for leaving messages which make me laugh lfor way to long. The tone he uses and the stuff he comes out of is just hysterical.

3. The "Hey Jude" baby on YouTube. I normally dont like videos like that but that little boy cracks me up. He so adorable and I cant help but smile when I think of it.

4. The smell of "almost" rain. Not the smell of the air when it is raining but the one right before or right after a big rain. That crisp, clean one. Bonus points if it is the fall months. I love it.

5. Birthday/Christmas cards. Whenever I get really down or upset or angry I take out old Birthday cards and Christmas cards or Valentines Day cards or whatever. Even if they are from people who are no longer in my life it reminds me that I am not as bad as I think am, or that life always gets better eventually. And It helps pick me up.

There that helped a little. Christmas is going to be hard again this year. I never thought I would miss Watertown or my family this much. The good thing is that I am not alone. Even if I dont have Rissie around or snow or any of that stuff. I do have Ryan. And that is more then enough.

:)

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Fri, 07 Nov 2008 01:57:38 GMT

Can someone please explain what just happened to my profile/info page? It took me 5 mins to figure out how to post an entry (not that I post much). But yeah, it sucks hard core. It is ugly and hard to read and I dont like it all.

Hrrmph!

Wow, 3 in one day. Must be a record.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Thu, 06 Nov 2008 04:58:08 GMT

Amanda now has her license. YAY!

Anybody know where I can get a car? A cheap one? Manda just bought 1/2 a house and is getting married in less then a year and doesnt need another big thing to pay for. Manda has a sucky job. Remember this.

WTF!

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 17:47:35 GMT

How the eff did amendment 2 pass? With 60% of the vote? Can someone please explain that to me. I mean what is letting gay people get married going to do? It isnt contagious. It isnt going to infect your kids. And hell, most gay people in a commited relationships have less messed up relationships then straight people. Oh and some of them make better parents too.

At least Obma won. But damn Florida is dumb.

California is dumb too Proposition 8 which was similar to amendment 2 passed. And a similar law in Arizona won over as well.

Grrrrr.

YES WE CAN!

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Wed, 05 Nov 2008 05:37:38 GMT

I love America.

As most of you (at least out of the few people that read my journal) know, I am a very opinionated person. I love politics even if I dont always understand them. And I like news I love to see history in the making. I have been watching the news all night. Following the polls closely hoping that my candidate will win. It isnt that I dislike McCain I have a lot of respect for him. I just think that Palin is a fruit cake. At best and most likely much worse. I just believe in Obama. I have been infatuated with him since his keynote speech at the 2004 Democratic convention. I even remember saying that year that I hoped I would see him run for president.

Four years later I am thrilled. I just got chills all over listening to him give his speech. And when his family and Joe Bidens gathered on stage afterward it made me tear up. History is in the making. It isnt just race. I mean having a black president is pretty kick ass and really proves something to me about where the country is going. But the economy is a mess and it is now his job to fix it. Rather he does or not, his decisions and his cabinet will direct the country for the next 4 years. And hopefully bring our soldiers home. (And I would like to see that while not having Iraq fall on his ass).

Im not really sure where I am going with this. I'm not even sure I had a goal of what to put here when I opened the window but that isnt the point. I am so happy. I really think Obama can bring us out of this mess and bring our country the CHANGE we need. I just wish his Grandmother had been there to see it.

I just hope that our secret service etc. can keep him and his family safe. We need him and sadly there are going to be people gunning for him.

Either way GO OBAMA!

And damn his Wiki is already updated to say he is the 44th president of the United States of America!

What a loooong year it has been. With a loooong entry to follow.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 00:31:45 GMT

So a year ago right now. I was well on my way to being quite tipsy. But when you go Pleasure Island that is what you do. But the fact that I was drinking yummy fruity drinks out of pail is not the point of this entry. The point is that I was at PI at Disney World. In Florida. 2,000 miles away from almost all my friends, my family and the only town I have ever known. Oh and I had been in the wonderful sunshine state all of maybe 5 hours.

That's right today is the one year mark from when I moved to Florida. I still cant believe I actually moved. When I first started saying I was going to move to Florida to work at Disney World, nobody believed me. Hell, I didn't believe me. But I was at my computer one night looking at others peoples Disney pictures (some of which were Ryan's, but I didn't know Ryan yet) and listening to the "Wishes" soundtrack. And i just knew that I HAD to be a part of that. While Watertown was the only town I had ever known I knew I didn't want to stay there. Yeah, I miss the place like crazy and still get homesick but I knew my life wasn't going to float down from the sky and land in my lap, I had dreams and even though I didn't know what they were (I still don't) I was going to chase them. And I did. All the way down the eastern part of the US.

Its funny tho cause I am writing this from, well lets just say the last place I thought I would be. For those of you that don't know, when I moved, I wasn't going to stay in Florida. I was going to be here till May of this year at the lastest. I wasn't sure what I wanted to do with my life but I don't like the intense heat of this state (or what the intense heat does to my hair) so I wasn't going to stay. Rather Kat or Justin stayed or not. I wasn't. I was going to stay single while here. There was a relationship back home that never had a chance to get started and I really wanted to see where that would go. Plus having been a serial dater I never really got chance to be alone and I thought it might be good for me. I was going to have a grand ole time with Kat and Justin and love them dearly. I was going to work at Disney and love it.

Well lets see. The single thing didn't work out. A year later and I am picking out wedding dresses and sporting a few diamonds on my left ring finger. And well the whole leaving in May thing. Well Ryan lives here. And I love Ryan, so I guess I should you know stay in the state. Back in Jan. due to a pretty bad situation I almost had to go home. Not cause I wanted to but because I had too. Well Ryan because he is awesome, took a really big almost sure to bite him in the ass step and had me move in with him. And well now, I cant picture my life without him. I don't work at Disney. I'm a passholder and love the park from a guest point of view. But working there at least where I was just wasn't the place from me. And as much as I complain about it. I really do like my job. The people I have at work are 100% awesome. So while Universal Orlando may not be the most magical place in the world it is good enough for me.

The funny thing is that my Mom was right. She told me back in Jan of 07 that I was going to move somewhere and meet some awesome guy who would sweep me off my feet and make me melt. Etc. Etc. Etc. Damn it I hate when she is right. Hate it. She also said that moving would be one of the hardest things I ever did, but if I stuck it out and fought hard enough that the struggle would be worth it in the end. Did I mention my Mom is always right.

If so much can happen in one year it makes me wonder what the next 365 days will be like. By then Ryan and I will have house and in less then 13 months we will be married. Me. Married to Ryan. It sounds so cool to be able to say that. This next year is gonna be great.

I can be a big girl. See!

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:52:40 GMT

So Ryan and I might not get the house we wanted. The one I feel in love with. The one I adore. The one I wanted more then anything. But I am more OK with that then I thought. We might still get it. We put in an offer on Sat. for about 10,000 less then the asking price and find out today there are already offers on the property. So we bumped ours up tp the asking price which is as high as we can go. We still may not get it. And I am not sure that it is worth the whole price. To live there we need a lot more furniture and a washer/dryer so there wll be additional costs. I do love that house though. So that is somewhat heartbreaking. There was one other house that I really liked liked however and we can make an offer on that one. The best thing about that is that is a little bit smaller and does not have two living areas. Which means that furnishing the place will be a much smaller expense. This whole house buying thing is a pain in the butt though. I just want to find a pretty house and move in with my Ryan-pants.

I still cant wrap my mind around what I am doing. The whole getting married and buying a house thing. A year ago I was still living at home with my Mom and single. Now I am engaged and in the process of buying a house? I went to sleep one night and woke up a grown up. I knew I should have moved to Never Never Land and not Orlando. The pixie dust didnt work well enough. It is all so surreal. I love it and I am so much happier then I have ever been and that adds to the un-real-ness of it all. I have to pinch myself to remind myself that it is true.

The wedding planning is coming along nicely. We have booked the church in NY and I will be talking to the minister in the next few days to see what else we have to do about that. We are sending i the deposit for the reception venue and for our photographer with in the next few days as well. The cider mill is more then happy to help with my apple cider favors and is giving me a reasonable price quote. The best thing yet is my flowers are free. My dad before he passed away worked for a company called Chapin Watermatics that did something to do with irragation hoses or what not and was a favorite of Mr. Chapin the man who owns the company. My Uncle now works for his greenhouse (I dont believe he is still in charge of the plant). My uncle will grow whatever plants I need in the greenhouse and I wont even have to pay for the seeds. They just need to be something that will grow in Oct. All I will need to pay for is roses if I want those. I cant believe how awesome that is. Also when I decided I wanted pumpkins and gourds for my decor a family friend of mine offered to plant me my own pumpkin patch. So I will have pumpkins and gourds and even albino pumpkins at no cost. I am so excited about all of that. Now I just need to get serious about my dress. Without telling Ryan what I pick.

The past month has been most fun.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Tue, 22 Jul 2008 21:40:10 GMT

June 27th started out not the best. Ryan had some big meeting for work and was going to be free afterward. Totally forgetting that in Florida it gets hot and makes nobody want to be outside I decide I will go with him to Disney to get my fix and then afterward we can play in the parks. What can go wrong? Ryan drops me off at The Boardwalk and goes on his way. My plan was to read my book on the boards, drink some soda and maybe chat on the phone. Well there is construction everywhere and not a quiet spot to be found. Oh and it is 95 degrees out. What on earth was I thinking? So I wander around on my phone for like an hour and make my way to EPCOT. It is still un-godly hot and I am sweating through all my clothes. Whatever, I am at EPCOT and I am going to enjoy myself damn it. I decide that I need pictures so I go through the all world show case taking pictures and making lists of amazing stuff that I must buy and even get Ryan's Christmas in July present. All pretty mundane stuff. I fill my picture card to the maximum amount and soon Ryan calls. The meeting is finally over. I go meet him at the gate and somehow BOOM my camera falls to the floor. That was the end of that one. So after that we decided we are need to eat and get out of the heat. Somehow we end up at Ponderosa. I am not sure how but I do like the place even if it makes me miss home. So then we are off to Disney again.

The plan was to go back to EPCOT and watch IllumiNations but somewhere along the way I decided I wanted to see Wishes, (when do I not want to see Wishes?) Ryan being the amazing man that he is agreed that it was a brilliant idea. So we get to Magic Kingdom with 45 minutes max till show time so not really enough time to do well anything. It had been mentioned earlier in the day that we didn't have any recent Disney pictures of us so while walking down Main street I turn to Ryan and ask "Do you want to stand in an insanely long line in the rain for a crooked picture of the castle?" I don't think he really wanted to but seeing as I did he agreed. The line took forever and by the time it was out turn there is lighting and thunder and rain. I at one point said loud enough for the the photopass person to hear that it would be so awesome if you could see lighting in some of the pictures. Right before we took our spot he showed us a picture with a streak almost going through the castle it was awesome. Anyway we go up and get out picture taken. Nothing out of the ordinary at all. Then Ryan asks me to stand still cause he needs to go ask the photopass person something. At the moment my mind just about blanked. All I could think is this cant be what I think it is and don't get too worked up cause this cant be it and somewhere in the back of my mind I knew it was exactly what I thought it was. The people behind us in line worked their way to the side a little so Ryan woudl hvae more room. Past that I only have a slight idea of what happened. I remember Ryan on one knee, I remember just about running Ryan over when I tackled him into a hug and having this insanling huge smile on my face. I also recall not saying yes. I thought I did but I didnt. Pretty funny in retrospect. I eventually whisper in his ear that my answer was "yes, by the way".After that we walk around adventurland before returning to Main Street for Wishes. Which was perfect as always. Except TInkerbell didnt fly. My theory, she didnt want to upstaged.

And what you have all been waiting for

And...

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Sun, 18 May 2008 21:09:25 GMT

Today was my first non training day as a vacation planner for Universal Studios Orlando. For the most part I can do my job no problem. The critical phrase in that sentence is "most part". I only messed up twice. However those two slips made me an hour late getting out, affected the leaving time of at least 3 other people, caused tons of paper work, and caused me to appear about $100 dollars under when really I was 26 cents under.

I think I am going to cry.

My day reminded me of this book:

I think I will move to Australia.

Whoo-hoo!

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 01:31:01 GMT

I am now officially on the lease at Ryan's place. Of course for the time being that means I am on TWO leases. But that doesn't matter. The point is I am now officially living with Ryan! Yay! Things are starting to look better. :)

Also for those interested, the new job is going good. Still not a carer but I like it better then Disney and still have some cool perks. However if anybody has any idea what I should do with my life, please let me know.

My family will be here in April. I cant wait. I miss my girls. It shall be fun.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 01:47:57 GMT

I'm only twenty-one ... why do I feel so old.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Fri, 18 Jan 2008 04:31:02 GMT

http://community.livejournal.com/iamtelling/profile

^New addiction

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Tue, 04 Dec 2007 23:04:57 GMT

Life is good again. Things got worked out (or close to worked out). I made peace with some things and some people. It is Christmas time. I am secure and as safe as possible. In about an hour I will have cookies. I work at freaking Disney World. Live in Florida. Justin doesn't hate me. I have friends back home that miss me. And Ryan will be back shortly. Life is good. That is all.

Another really short one ...

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Fri, 02 Nov 2007 00:22:38 GMT

In ten years when I look back at my life at age 21, the situations I am in, the relationships I am in and how I looked at life etc. what will I think of myself? What will I say about it and how will the story end up being told? And is that even more important then how the story ends? Is the thought process here more critical then the outcome?

I hate long, boring, dead days at work cause I think of things like that. And that is dangerous. Like other things in my life right now.

Incorrect quote (at least I aknowledge when i misquote things *cough cough Corey cough*):

"In five years dont you want to be able to say you got in the car?"

If you haven't seen Transformers go do so. Now.

This will be a short one ...

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Mon, 29 Oct 2007 18:58:01 GMT

I have to leave for work in like 4 minutes so this will be very short.

I may write more later, dont count on it.

But I wanted to tell the whole 2 people who read my journal that I figured out how to get what I want. All it takes is going to Wal Mart and buying a tooth brush. Simple really.
p)

Maybe you had to be there.

So there was this movie and ....

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Fri, 26 Oct 2007 00:26:51 GMT

Daydream delusion, limousine eyelash / Oh baby with your pretty face / Drop a tear in my wineglass / Look at those big eyes / See what you mean to me / Sweet-cakes and milkshakes / I'm a delusion angel / I'm a fantasy parade / I want you to know what I think / Don't want you to guess anymore / You have no idea where I came from / We have no idea where we're going / Lodged in life / Like branches in a river/ Flowing downstream / Caught in the current / I carry you / You'll carry me / That's how it could be / Don't you know me? / Don't you know me by now?

You did, so I did. Hope it adds something to your life. So yeah, I think I drowned at some point in the past month. It has been quite fun honestly.

But I swear I am not being analytical.

Things I have learned since I moved ...

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Sat, 06 Oct 2007 01:48:56 GMT

*Folding clothes in optional and unesccessary.
*It is possible to send over 75 text messages in one 24 hour time frame.
* The Border (106.7) is NOT the worse radio station ever and I actually *gasp* miss Johnny in the morning.
*Best Buy is not the most boring job ever.
* Fireworks are the most awesome thing in the world.
*EPCOT is the best place in the world.
*Sneakers take at least 3 days to completly dry.
*Family is easier to miss then you think.
*Working till midnight or later sucks.
*I am capable of walking long distances.
*Some people care way to much about trading pins. (It is supposed to be fun.)
*Canadian money has ducks on it. (Wait, I knew that one.)
*I look really bad in high waisted, pleated scary math teacher pants/shorts thingies.
*Wearing princess mouse ears at work is way more satisfying then you think.
*Tinkerbell is still awesome.
*Being an Ohio fan is hard work, and dont even get me going on the Yankees.
*Braids dont look good when they are frizzy.
*If I play my cards right, I wont ever have to grow up.
*Knowing where you are and where you are going is not something you should take for gratned.

So yeah, I am still alive for anybody bothering to read this anymore, and I am not that miserable anymore. I may be second guessing myself a lot and wondering if I made the right choice or not but at least I did it. Even when nobody thought I would. So in ten years when I am wondering what went wrong or maybe even what went right I will know that I least took the chance. Plus, I get to say I worked at Disney World. It doesnt get much cooler.

* I have the most AWESOME friends in the world. And am hopefully going to get more of the most awesomest people to be my friends.

*Must remember to not by obscene amounts of Pocky at the Japan pavilion.

A lot has changed.

fizzypop04@hotmail.com — Thu, 20 Sep 2007 01:45:08 GMT

I finally have completed the long and tedious task of going and making every entry on my LJ private. (I dont have a paid acct. so I had to do it one by one.) I already have two LJ's and two names that I go by on the internetz so I didnt want to make a new one, nor did I want to delete everything. So it is all locked up. Which is for the better. I like to think I have grown up a lot since I started this. And even if I haven't, I at least dont want to be held back by more baggage then I alredy have. Let alonne stuff I dont even rem. happening. So here I am with a clean slate.

Which is rather fitting. I have finally moved out of my Mom's house. Not only did I move out but I moved to the other end of the coast. I am very home sick at the moment but as corny as it sounds I am happy to be living my dream. Which is of course working at Walt Disney World. So as of some time last week I am a Disney employee. I am working in the Market Place section of Downtown Disney in a store called Mickey's Mart. I havent had my first day there yet, and the pants I have to wear are rather unflatering, but I am VERY excited. I mean I now work where TInkerbell lives. Not that matters cause I dont have a Tink obesesion. Not at all.

So the short update. Living with Kat and Justin is cool. Not that I anticipated problems. They are after all pretty awesome. The only one vehicle for the time being totally SUCKS. But that will be fixed soon. I am not at all used to the heat yet, but at least I wont have to deal with snow. I hate the dang snow. I saw Wishes for the first time since my vacation here in '06 and it was as amazing as I recalled. Made me tear up. I <3 the Magic Kingdom.

I am going to try to start updating pretty regulary again altho I have a felling it will be to nobody. Where did everyone go? I know Jesus and Chele deleted thier LJ's but what about everyone else? Come back? Please?